unreleased rarities bsides drugmusic 2013 (theme music for dying alone)

by contron

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released November 25, 2013

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Track Name: tell you you deserve this
don't worry i'll be around oh when yr feeling lonesome
feed you pills & keep you still until it makes yr bones numb
i never try i sever ties when ppl make me nervous
i'll hurt you bad & make you sad & tell you yo deserve this
Track Name: feelin' sick (reasons i hope i die soon abridged)
devotional an oceanful of other fish in the sea

an open door i’m hopin for someone who might like me

dear lonely twins yr only sin was always being honest

flames were doused i think this house i think this house is haunted

feeling sick
Track Name: oh florida (flawda livin abridged)
oh florida have yrself a sunshine day
oh florida they’re callin’ us the gunshine state
oh florida i wonder if i’ll get away
oh florida i wonder if i’ll get away
oh florida you ruined all my memories
oh florida i hope they don’t remember me
oh florida i see you killin all my friends
oh florida they’re tellin me i’m not like them
oh florida i’ve hear u never seen no flag
oh florida you didn’t have to be so bad
Track Name: i'll drink whiskey in georgia & act like i never felt a thing
i'll drink whiskey in georgia & act like i never felt a thing
& everything that held me together now it's just melted string
Track Name: spending all yr time
spending all yr time sick of looking for replacements
feelin’ sorta sad & yr stuck inside the basement
spending all yr time sick of looking for replacements
feelin’ sorta sad & yr stuck inside the basement oh no
spendin’ all yr time savin’ up for graduation
you better get sick cuz we’re running out of patients
spending all yr time livin’ up to expectations
you better get sick cuz we’re runnin’ outta patience
Track Name: a moment of introspection after a night that escalated quickly(theme music for dying alone)
i’m not gonna sober up & i’m not gonna quiet down

i think that i might die like this alone alone alone
Track Name: counting down like 1-2-3-4 let me down let me down
counting down like 1-2-3-4
let me down let me down
break me down like 1-2-3-4
make a sound make a sound
Track Name: i’d like to congratulate myself on being so ironic that i forget what real life feels like
i couldn’t see u shouldn’t be so proud of feeling nothing

eat yr words for breakfast wash it down with empty checklists

i’d like to congratulate myself on being so ironic that i forget what real life feels like
Track Name: all my friends are just pillheads
all my friends they’re just pillheads they wake up they’re still dead
but it makes them feel alive
i’m not a swan i’m still ugly i’d love you to luv me
i’ll sprout my wings & fly
& yr a hill that’s too steep yr not expensive or cheap
you just remind me of the things i couldn’t keep
& we’ll be friends for a while you’ll laugh again & you’ll smile
at a joke that i think i didn’t mean
Track Name: no friends (the newest version of being yrself is acting unimpressed)
i don’t even wanna see my old friends
they’re not the ppl they used to be so why pretend?
i don’t even wanna see my old friends
they’re not the ppl they used to be so why pretend?
& if i lost my life today i doubt they’d even miss me
the only time they talk to me their words all taste like whiskey
now yr new friend’s talking down about the way i dress
the newest version of being yrself is acting unimpressed
i don’t even wanna see my old friends
they’re not the ppl they used to be so why pretend?
Track Name: 2ndhand smoke
2ndhand smoke inside my lungs
cokin' broken promises all on the tip of my tongue
try to work it out tell em yr ok
but sometimes u just can't get away
Track Name: introvert luv song
love is not about connecting the dots
it's pretending someone else is something they're not
yr lonely when yr only friend is a book
yr clever for the chances u never took
Track Name: feel a little less alone
sincerely i miss u dearly oh i want u near me all the time
right now that's not possible so i guess that i'll have to wait
hopeless i'm losing focus oh i hope i'm more than skin & bones
i hope that someday u'll notice that you make me feel a lil more at home
truly, not like the movies, oh you make me feel alittle less alone
Track Name: i'm reciting every word from the voices that i heard & the 2nd times a charm because i never had a 3rd (think i'm losing my mind again)
i've been staring at the sea & i've been sharing with the trees
& i've been telling all my secrets to the ppl i can't see
i'm reciting every word from the voices that i heard
& the 2nd times a charm because i never had a 3rd
i think i'm losing my mind again
Track Name: someday i might die alone & maybe i'll be born again but by that time i hope i find a home away from all my former friends (westsidepcolaacidparanoianightbluesslightreturn)
they want u to form an opinion they'll ask u to pick a side
but i wouldn't mind getting away for a while or at least til the summertme
& my baby she's a diamond u can buy her for a fee
wrap her around yr finger & set fire to the trees
someday i might die alone & maybe i'll be born again
but by that time i hope i find a home away from all my former friends
Track Name: ambien thuggin'
all in all it's temporary
a horror film that's not that scary
all in all it's temporary
keep tellin yrself yr important until yr buried
a rainy message written on a car window
it dries away n still the wind blows
in the meantime u keep writing on that window
in the meantime u keep writing on that window
Track Name: i got lots of self-esteem but no self respect
i fall asleep i'm wakin' up i'm makin' fun
of every stupid thing they said was on the news
i'm wakin up i'm breakin down i'm makin out
with every girl whose self esteem is low enough for ppl like me
u call it quits then you call at 6 & you wanna hang out
i got lots of self esteem but no self respect
Track Name: but if it’s not broke then don’t fix it i guess we’re addicted to sin
yr building a wall made out of postcards you found in the mall
don’t wanna stand up cuz if i stay down then at least i won’t fall
she’ll break yr heart from the start when it’s over before it begins
but if it’s not broke then don’t fix it i guess we’re addicted to sin
Track Name: steubenville high school (we’re glad that yr a rapist)
now they’re all wondering how you became this

you better keep yr distance i heard that it’s contagious

steubenville high school we’re glad that yr a rapist

steubenville high school we’re glad that yr a rapist

i thought you wouldn’t tell a soul i thought you’d keep it private

i used to play football i thought you should’ve liked it

steubenville high school we’re glad that yr a rapist

steubenville high school we’re glad that yr a rapist

i haven’t heard the rumors but i bet that they’re outrageous

i haven’t heard the rumors but i bet that they’re outrageous

steubenville high school